A Brand New Day

And a new chance to shine.

College work is a go-go. Finally getting on with it, hopefully post up some pack shots when it’s done, so you can all have a lookie. Well, that is is anybody EVER reads this. lol. I see that blog hits… sat there on 0. It’s great. I love it. Honest! No, that was a lie. lol.

Well, Take care whoever happens to read this. I wish you luck with whatever you do in the week and over the weekend.

Sp.

Thanks Maowi

Dust in the Wind

I’m just about sick and tired of every bloody thing that goes wrong. I really have had enough. I can’t afford a car, i can’t afford college trips, i can’t afford college materials, sketchbooks and the like, i can’t afford the macbook i was pining after for ages, can’t afford counting crows gig ticket…. i can’t even afford a cup of freakin tea from the refectory. 10p. I don’t even have 10p.

I don’t know what i’m gonna do if it all keeps going on like this.

I’m scared,

Sp.

Money Sucks

Having no money REALLY sucks. Especially when no-one in your family has any money either. I wanted to get a macbook for college/uni, i found one for £200… but cause i only work for £4 an hour, 4 hours a week, it’d take a while to get that money. Which i need to live off anyway. I can’t ask Mum to help out for an 18th birthday present, cause Dad’s wages stop because of his back injury, so we’re only gonna be on Mum’s wages, we really aren’t a great deal. I know my money’s gonna end up going to my mum as well, so i have no money for college supplies. I never spend it on going out anyway, so that’s not an issue. It just really sucks and short of leaving college and getting a full-time job to help, i don’t know what to do. I really hope we don’t lose the house & the car. That would be bad. Really bad.

Bugger. This is a bit sh*t isn’t it.

Sp.

Got Up

Wow…. i finally got up!? only 12pm. haha. I did go to bed late though, so kinda explains the sleepiness. Determined to actually do some work today, and not end up fiddling with this all day again. Quite upset to wake up to no comments this morning… That kinda sucked. A fair bit actually. Haha.

Been listening to Celldweller recently… Thank you Need For Speed: Most Wanted & Pendulum, there’s now a Propane Nightmares (Celldweller Remix) out. It’s really good, try check it out.

Take care, may talk later,

Sp.

AHHHH, Thunderstorm

Just saw a huge flash outside, so there’s some lightning, and then some thunder straight after. So methinks now would be a REALLY good time to turn the computer off… also as it is 02:42am. Might want some sleep at some point. Maybe.

Well, take care, I wish you all well, whoever may be out there reading,

Until next time….

Sp.

Annoyance #1

Oh dear… I’ve had WordPress for about an hour now, and already, i’m annoyed. All i want to do is put a music playlist on the site. AAAARGGGGH! I know i’ve been getting tetchy over nothing lately, but jeez, come on, not even a little music? That’s ridiculous. I’ll find a way round you. Just you wait and see.

Fine,

Sp.

Incubus

They seem to help with well… everything, so i’ll put one of their songs on here for you. Brandon Boyd is a fantastic lyricist. Kudos to him. And thanks, you’ve helped through so much.

Sp.

Love Hurts by Incubus

Hi

Well er, welcome to me! I’m Sparrow, not gonna tell you my real name, so i can truly put everything i want to say and think etc etc in this blog. I wanted a blog to vent feelings and frustrations, and argue my case with the world. Got one. *thumbs up*

So here’s to a successful blog hopefully.

Cheers,

Sp.